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I was frustrated today so I got a little tipsy and got out my paints and this is the result so far. I mostly hate it but I also like it because it's so different from what I usually do (in terms of technique) and I feel like it describes my current mood pretty well

just found out going to bed pre midnight is a scam! in fact it was invented to market a never ending stream of bad memories and missed opportunities to you

I should be finishing school and partying and bonding with people right now but instead I'm just at home with a lot of anxiety about my future and I feel stupid to even think of it like this but i dont want those experience to be taken away from me, I feel like I should have earned this after 12 years of school :/

it's weird because I expected to be unhappy at some point in my life again under other circumstances but I did not expect to be so unhappy /now/and I know it is a privilege to even be in this position but it sucks so much to be so lonely in a time that should have been so meaningful and exciting for me

just finished my first ever self-constructed bralette and thought i'd just quickly add some matching panties, that shouldn't be too difficult.. well I was mistaken the fabric is a nightmare. I just added the first elastic and it was probably one of the worst sewing experiences I ever had (and there's two more to go) should I just give up?

wait it it /whom/ should i follow?

my feed on here sucks :/ who should I follow?

my brain: i wanna be creative
me: ok then let's make some art
brain: no make only creative

hello fellow creatures of the internet i am finally back on masto :)